A bespectacled 25 year old nerdy girl with sensitive eyes so dry that she couldn't put on contacts properly.

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

A listening ear?

Do you all keep problems to yourselves? I'm sure all of us do. Is there really a person whom you can actually pour out all your woes to? Is there really someone who is able lend a listening ear unconditionally anytime when you need him or her?

I can only think of 4 people that I can talk to. Lets call them Person A, Person B, Person C and Person D.

Person A is simply a person whom has helped me alot alot, especially this year. Thus Person A does not make a good candidate because I wouldn't want to trouble Person A more.

Person B makes a really good listener that can be appreciated. And is good at cheering people up too. But don't really keep in contact that frequently. Too bad.

Person C makes a good listener too. But Person C has a tendency to always give suggestions and to propose solutions. Sometimes I just need a listening ear and a shoulder to cry on. It doesn't mean that I need to solve the problems immediately. I just need to get things off my mind by saying it all out.

Person D is almost always in some kind of shit too. Haha. So I don't know whether its a good or bad thing to trouble Person D.

So thats why I sometimes keep problems to myself.

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Was very, very disappointed with my experiment today. It didn't turn out well. All my past efforts went down the drain. I need to get past this particular part of the experiment before I can proceed. Damn. Lack of time. I'm so tired. The deadline is end November and its already mid November now. Hey its not my fault that the experiment is stuck okay. Damnit. I'm using stuffs from like a hundred years ago that keeps giving me inconsistent results. Why am I always kenna-ing some kind of shit. Argh. I hope I can get past this stage of the experiment soon. Not 'hope', is MUST. It'd better be, because the boss only believes in CAN. No CANNOTS. Damnit.
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I realised I can get along perfectly with only my poly peers. University peers and colleagues at my workplace just somehow seem to be of different frequencies from me. Is it me, or is it them? Hmm.
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4 more days to payday. Damn I need the money!

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